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Looking out of the fx window on a long commute with the rain pouring hard outside, i mutter a silent longing... that i win the 6 55 grand lotto jackpot! I was thinking what a great relief that would be, no longer having to work for money but for my passion and interests. I don't normally bet on lotto. I've been interested lately only because the jackpot prize has reached almost P300m and there's a lotto outlet in the mrt station i get off from everyday. I've already won P300 for getting 3 out of 6 numbers twice. Not bad. That would be such a nice surprise right? Winning such huge amount of money at your disposal. It would surely change one's life drastically (in a good way). Oh, wishful thinking on a rainy day.

I am supposed to be a successful and career-driven woman. Afterall, I graduated with honors, passed the board exams and have had a good career head start. And then suddenly, I was lost. I don't know what I want anymore and I don't have the drive to aim for more. I want to do something else. I want to write. I want to design. I want to edit photos and make invites. I want to blog. I need help and counseling. I need a mentor. I need someone to look up to. And I also need money, lots of them. I am okay. I mean, I am happy that i have my hubby and son and that we are blessed to have more than enough for our needs and wants. But as I get older and wiser (I hope), I begin to question myself, is this it? Is life just supposed to be about me and my family and friends. Aren't we supposed to have a purpose, a deeper meaning, to touch lives and all that? This then brings me to my next endeavour - to obtain financial freedom so that I can do what I want in my own time. I can also start...